May 12, 2003 03:04
So ya'll wanna know about my day? Psh, of course you do.
I went out with Ashton today to lunch at this Italian restaurant, we ordered pasta... mmm...pasta. Yeah anyways, I had such a great time. When I'm around 'em I feel, I don't know, at ease. Like, all my stress, sad emotions, pissiness (is that even a word?), just everything gets erased from my mind and all that's on it is him. I can't stop laughin' at the boy, I can't stop lookin' at the boy, hell, I just can't stop thinkin' bout' the boy. He's so incredibly sweet, I swear I blush every 5 seconds when I'm with him. I don't understand why he even likes me..I ask him all the time, "why do you wanna take me out?"..I don't know. Guess my self-esteem has dropped from previous relationships, but he makes me forget all the bad shit I have on my mind...-shrugs- he's just, fuckin' incredible.
he makes me want to use the shower faucet :-x
PEACE! -throws up 2 fingers-