ugh!
Ok so I went home this weekend...I worked...GOD DAMN! It was so frustrating! I was probabaly the only one that wasn't sick. We got out so incredibly late every night. It was horrible...I just want someone who knows what they are doing! Everyone's good hearted but damn if I have to explain to fucking dee didee Chris how to wrap a fucking burrito properly one more time I'm going to jump in the deep fryer and kill myself. Oh man...it was so exausting. Anyway...my mom decided to tell me that I needed to 'bless' my dad with my presence next time because I apparently initiate arguements and I act like a five year old...whatever. It pissed me off....but then she apologized for it by making me pancakes in the morning and putting $20 bucks in my gas tank. Whatever. I hate it when she does that. Anyway...I got back yesterday...had 3 Mike's Lime...I was chillin...but bored out of my mind. Then I called my friend over. We were gonna watch a movie but he was drunk and wanted to go to bed...but then we had this horrible wrestilng tickle fight...I couldn't breathe! It was fun though lol. We talked for a while and then he went to bed...I stayed up for another 3 hours...until 3:00....I wasn't gonna go to bed because I knew if I did I wouldn't be able to wake up....sure enough...that's what ended up happening...I missed my first two classes...and Evan came to wake me up...at 10:00. I was like...uhhhh...yeah it was weird...especially because I had to answer the door wrapped up in my blanket. And he invited me to lunch with him and I'm like...you're lucky I like you...I don't ever go out of my room without showering. He's really sweet. I like him a lot...and he likes me....but we both are a little weird about this whole age difference. Because he's 26. And like he wants someone his age or older and I really don't want to date someone that much older than me....but we really have a lot in common...and we talk for hours. I don't know what to do. My sis told me that I should just keep going and see if something comes of it. And if it does than let it be. But I don't know what I wanna do...Help?!?