Jun 25, 2013 09:06
I am still alive. Saw the therapist twice. She's leaving the state to - get this one - counsel returning soldiers for PTSD at an Army base. FML She set me up with a guy for next week. I'm canceling. I can cry at home for an hour for free.
Jake had a visitor last week. Who? Army recruiter. FML X 2 The recruiter suggested Reserves for Jake and for him to go to college. Not as bad as Mike's Marines who wanted him to sign up that day.
Met a new guy online. His name is Jim (I know) and he - wait for it - just got out of the Army. FML X 4 At least he isn't married. We talk writing. He likes my stuff. He hasn't shared any of his.
I made an okCupid account. I put up a real, recent picture. I've had several messages even though I haven't been back since and never put a single word up about myself. Either everyone is as desperate as I am to get on with some happily ever aftering or they're all sexual predators.
Or they were in the Army and heard how patriotic I apparently am. Yeah, that's got to be it. Work time *Hugs*
depressing kim is depressing,
life,
love and other four letter words,
state of the kim,
not dead