*long time no write*
Well i haven't really had time to write in this with my life. I thought it was going pretty well but i guessed wrong. Its been a life just considering of school,soccer, work, really no time for friends. If i did have time for friends i just would be at brians. Which was kinda a big mistake waisting my time with someone who doesnt really care.Schools been going ok i guess with some few exceptions. I dont know tho, i guess its just me being me saying that my life isnt great. I dont really know why i trusted brian tho, i guess it was kind of my way to forget about somethings in the past because it related to people i use to like. The relationship just kinda seemed like he wanted to make me happy then just ruin it. Then ther's just me not really looking at reality. I wish i could just kind of quit my job and not do soccer anymore and just recaptivate my life and get it straight. But ya i guess on a better note lastnight i went over to shawns. nobody was ther when i got ther it was kinda weird just actually being alone with my x boyfriend that i use to like love to death, and not doing anything with him. Hes happy tho. But i mean i think i would be happy if someone i actually liked didnt lead me on and loved me back. but yea later on shawn and all them showed back up and shit. i dunno people were acting pretty dumb.i ended up going home at like 2, and they went out after that. i just kinda stayed up till like 5 or whatever the time was. then got up and went to work what a suprise huh? yea after i got out i came home and im gunna go to sleep early cuz i gotta be at work for 8 tomorrow. but ya.....