and by the way...

[kilyakai]

running from the overflowing bales of tears...
running from my evergrowing fears.
memories dance in and out through the years,
completing paintings,
frail and dainty.
waiting...waiting...
waiting...waiting.

tethered together by bands of wool,
holds still a picture on a pedastol,
sympathetic and sad...
theres your face
seems misplaced in my misery
youre all but a mystery
youre all that im desiring.
i find your kind to be so
blind.
open your eyes..tell me..
let yourself see.

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come back...please.
youve given up on me.
youve forgotten about the "WE"
youve stopped being.
youre always leaving.
im not seeing this
youve been mistreating this.
i dont want to hear all of the none of this.
fuck it.