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[kilty]

so, ive come to a realization:
A. not everyone is a friend.
B. most people lie
C. you cant please everyone all the time
D. sorry doesnt mean anything if you dont change.
E. it hurts so much to fuck up.

the sadness and sick wells up
it sinks in and i cant but hold on
im looking for someone
but i cant find them because
it is myself.
but to share
oneself is a union.

my brain hurts.
my sides ache
but only from one mistake.
haves and have nots can kill
i wish it were different i wish it would stop
i wish i wasnt a bastard a clutz, a spaz