Ho hum...
I've pretty much lost touch with everyone except Corey and Avril. I never have the opportunity to see anyone else and I'm never in the mood to go out anymore. This job is killing me. It's too hard and I suck at it.
On the upside, I got to meet Dave Noonan which was pretty cool coz sadly I hadn't met him before. He autographed my wrist, bless his heart. It's pretty much gone now, but oh well.
Contemplating moving to Melbourne, the only thing holding me back is my beautiful Coco. If she can't come too, I ain't goin' nowhere. Of course I'd miss my workmates, but my sister can get me a job in another branch in about ten seconds, she says.
I'd miss you guys too, but since I never see any of you and you probly couldn't give a shit anyway, it doesn't change much. No one wants to be here anyway, least of all me.
I don't have the energy or the patience to draw anymore, I just sit at home in front of the heater achieving nothing, but it's all I can do. Needless to say I've put on about 2kg and that's getting me down too, because no matter what anyone thinks or says, to me being overweight means I'm never going to be good at anything. No matter what I do, or how well I do it, some size 8 brainless bimbo will outdo me not by actions, but coz she just looks better.
On the upside, I got to meet Dave Noonan which was pretty cool coz sadly I hadn't met him before. He autographed my wrist, bless his heart. It's pretty much gone now, but oh well.
Contemplating moving to Melbourne, the only thing holding me back is my beautiful Coco. If she can't come too, I ain't goin' nowhere. Of course I'd miss my workmates, but my sister can get me a job in another branch in about ten seconds, she says.
I'd miss you guys too, but since I never see any of you and you probly couldn't give a shit anyway, it doesn't change much. No one wants to be here anyway, least of all me.
I don't have the energy or the patience to draw anymore, I just sit at home in front of the heater achieving nothing, but it's all I can do. Needless to say I've put on about 2kg and that's getting me down too, because no matter what anyone thinks or says, to me being overweight means I'm never going to be good at anything. No matter what I do, or how well I do it, some size 8 brainless bimbo will outdo me not by actions, but coz she just looks better.