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Jun 08, 2005 15:01

Note:: That entry below, I finished today.

Haha. I laugh at that girl still.
And if Mishy reads this I'm sorry if it's offensive to you, but not to her.
I don't think anyone, well maybe someone, will get how MAD AND ANNOYED(AND THAT DOSEN'T EVEN BEGIN TO DESCRIBE) I am at Jenn.

And I still hope she reads this.
And I know she cries alot, wonder if she'll cry reading this. Hahaha. Don't think she will.
She cries she cries, she dosen't she dosen't.
Because after most of the fights she and my sister have had, she explains how she cried her eyes out for blah blah blah.
I never cared. Never will.
And I know I'm probably being mean, or dramatic.
BUT I DO NOT GIVE ANYMORE!!!
My sister is always getting hurt and I'm flippin sick of it.

This is just one of the many ways my anger will come out.
One way or another, it was gonna.
But I'm not acting mad, because I only get really mad when me and mish talk about it, or I see Jenn's screen name(which are being deleted)...Or anything.

I'm so happy, however, that Mishy is outside swimming and laughing and having a good time, and not letting this whole issue go to her head.
Because that's what I worried about most.
I hate when she gets depressed and gets upset how someone hates her.
But now, it dosen't seem like it's getting to her.
Good.
Because she really does know now that Jenn isn't worth her tears, her breath, her time or effort.
I mean, why try helping someone to change, when they never will.

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On a side note.
My day was good. We haven't been doing much of anything, except final preperation and finals.
I got my graduation gown.
Graduation is soooooooooooooooooooooo close.
And then summer.
I'm kinda happy about that since I can relax.
That's all I've wanted to do since begining of 7th.
And I've felt like there's never been time to relax.
I hope there is this summer.

Well, bored and thirsty.
I leave you with a quote from my favorite song and it always makes me cheer up or calm down when I'm sad/mad.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Bad news comes don't you worry
Even when it lands
Good news will work its way
To all them plans

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