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I figured while im here i might as well post something meaningful. So life has been mediocre. I had the whole baby scare thing which lasted about a week. During this time i discovered that i deal with stress by sleeping. My feelings for my g/f are fleeting, and i havnt seen her since 2 fridays ago. I just havnt been intrested in her since week 2. But some good has come from my relationship. I had sex again for the first time since i moved from Florida, and man must i say WTF WAS WRONG WITH ME!?!? Now i just wanna have sex all the time again, which is probly why i stopped. That and the whole std/baby thing.
Im enrolled in school again and im pretty excited. I still have to pay for it because i dont like free money from the government and decided not to apply for finacial aide. ill have to do that for next year soon. Im only taking two classes because i registered so late, btu two > zero.
I read a book called "The game" by Neil strauss and it was crazy good. Its about a man who essentially went from a nerdy writer to a "casa nova" type figure by joining an online community. Said community refer to themselves as pickup artist and well, pick up chicks, or at least try to. They share their tactics and theories online in order to improve themselves and eachother. ANyway best $5 bucks i ever spent, and yes that DOES include Miltons mom.
Speaking of which ive thought alot about moving, particularly to Florida. I feel stagnat in NYC. Maybe its my dead end job, or the fact that im still living with mommy, or the cold weather, but im ready to move. Although i desire this, i understand how comfortable i really have it. I have a city job that pays well with health beneffits, i dont have any bills and i dont need to pay more than $76 for transportation.
Abercrombie & Fitch rejected me, AGAIN. Like seriously am i that dark? I went with my g/f and im pretty sure i did a good job at presenting myself as a fun, motivated person. Its not that i need the job, but i guess i just need some reassurance about my looks or something. Idk but ill get over it.
Anyway im off to bed.
Im enrolled in school again and im pretty excited. I still have to pay for it because i dont like free money from the government and decided not to apply for finacial aide. ill have to do that for next year soon. Im only taking two classes because i registered so late, btu two > zero.
I read a book called "The game" by Neil strauss and it was crazy good. Its about a man who essentially went from a nerdy writer to a "casa nova" type figure by joining an online community. Said community refer to themselves as pickup artist and well, pick up chicks, or at least try to. They share their tactics and theories online in order to improve themselves and eachother. ANyway best $5 bucks i ever spent, and yes that DOES include Miltons mom.
Speaking of which ive thought alot about moving, particularly to Florida. I feel stagnat in NYC. Maybe its my dead end job, or the fact that im still living with mommy, or the cold weather, but im ready to move. Although i desire this, i understand how comfortable i really have it. I have a city job that pays well with health beneffits, i dont have any bills and i dont need to pay more than $76 for transportation.
Abercrombie & Fitch rejected me, AGAIN. Like seriously am i that dark? I went with my g/f and im pretty sure i did a good job at presenting myself as a fun, motivated person. Its not that i need the job, but i guess i just need some reassurance about my looks or something. Idk but ill get over it.
Anyway im off to bed.