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My girldriend thinks shes pregnant, or so she says. My first reaction when she told me wasy "lying bitch." She says she dosnt want an abortion and i laid on the bed in order to reflect upon my situation. I dont belive in abortions, but to have a baby now would be horrendious. Im not financially stable, i have committment issues and i dont even like the girl. I was actually thinking of how to break it off with her. So she is mad and im mad and when we talk over the phone we argue. Im praying shes just late, or lying. tomorrow were gonna pick up a pregnancy test and check for ourselves.
when she first told me she asked what i wanted to do and the first thing i said was an abortion. she was pretty upset about it and has now taken on a matyr like attitude, saying this like, "dont worry about it though cuz i guess ill just do it by myself." if there is a baby and it is mine ill support her how i can, but i cant imagine raising a child in a broken home. i really want to do things the right way, having a house with a white pickett fence before haing kids.
all well. i guess ill see what happends 2morrow.
when she first told me she asked what i wanted to do and the first thing i said was an abortion. she was pretty upset about it and has now taken on a matyr like attitude, saying this like, "dont worry about it though cuz i guess ill just do it by myself." if there is a baby and it is mine ill support her how i can, but i cant imagine raising a child in a broken home. i really want to do things the right way, having a house with a white pickett fence before haing kids.
all well. i guess ill see what happends 2morrow.