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I thought it was about time to update this bad boy and reflect on my life a little. It's august and i don't know where the summer went. I wanted to spend time working out and losing some of the fat i have gained, btu that hasn't happened. I have promised myself that this Monday i will go with Rina. Speaking of Rina i have slept over her house for most of the summer. IDK how that happened, but it did. Well thats a lie, it happened because my house is boring since my mom is the only other resident. In Rina's house i have her and her sister to talk to. Spending so much time with her has been fun, which might explain why the summer has gone by so fast, but i feel like i have two lives now. I feel like i have isolated myself from my other friends, which i have spent no time with this summer. Also Im sure mother is mighty lonely by herself. Maybe its time for a visit.
I have decided not to go to school this semester. When it comes to planning out the rest of my life, I have no sense of direction, and i get discouraged about going. I started to think of things i enjoying and heres what i came up with:
Communicating with people (in person)
Trading
Playing magic: the gathering
Sexy womenz
Now thats not much of a list. From this i concluded that there are a few occupations i can take up. One is to become a professional magic player, but im not nearly good enough to be successful. Another is to go into pornography, which might not be a bad idea, but id have to get a penis enlargement operation to compete for top dollars. A more realistic option would be a salesman. i could see myself going into stocks.
After this i thought about when i was happiest at a job. Working at neutral ground was not a lot of fun and seems like a dead end. I hate my current job because people are the worst. My other job was working at Hollister. There i really enjoyed my job. It was a good mix of being busy with some down time thinking while folding clothes, i communicated with people all day AND there was sexy womenz. Thats TWO things on my list!!!!!1!!!!!!1!111!!one!!!1 Now that i think about it, the pay was horrible and managers in Florida only got paid $15 an hour. There is room for promotion though, and the perks for regional managers is great, like free car. So can i work at a clothing store for the rest of my life? IDK. I'm not sure i can live a life with a meager wage. What i want is to be important in whatever im doing, make a lot of money and not have to be under someones foot.
One thing i dont understand about me is this passion i have for being the best at magic. I feel kinda dorky for feeling this way, but ever since nationals i feel like i can obtain "pro" status if i actually tried. I feel it when im playing, constantly thinking to myself "what is the right play" and "am i doing something wrong?" If today at NG showed me anything, its that i have a long way to go to obtain pro status.
Earlier this week, me, Rina and her sister Lisa went out and bought 2 games, Apples to Apples and Risk. Apples is a card game where a topic card is placed at random from a deck of cards and each player places a card from their had that they feel best describes the topic. One player acts as the judge and decides who wins . this is repeated and a new person is a judge. This game is surprisingly fun because of the responses people put down for the topic. An example would be a "Pure" topic card. Some cards that could be placed could be: Dr. Seuss , Vietnam, Homeless shelters and cocaine. We had a ton of fun playing since Rina and her family are pretty crazy and some of the responses where out there.
Risk is a good strategy game, but we have never finished a game. I attribute this to Rina's bitching about being picked on. I tried to explain to her that if u go to the center, the other players have no choice but to go to her, but she still bitches. Its something she does very well btw. If i had to list 10 things Rina is good at it'd be:
10.Talking about things no one cares about in excess
9.Being a nerd
8.Messing up my cooking
7.Bitching
6.Being dramatic
5.Bitching
4.Not cooking well
3.being unlucky
2.Bitching
1.Bitching
Now I'm sure once she reads this she will proceed to do numbers 1,2,5,6,7 and 10 but i just felt like i should put it out there.
Well i kinda ran out of stuff to talk about. so goodbye and hello Micheal
I have decided not to go to school this semester. When it comes to planning out the rest of my life, I have no sense of direction, and i get discouraged about going. I started to think of things i enjoying and heres what i came up with:
Communicating with people (in person)
Trading
Playing magic: the gathering
Sexy womenz
Now thats not much of a list. From this i concluded that there are a few occupations i can take up. One is to become a professional magic player, but im not nearly good enough to be successful. Another is to go into pornography, which might not be a bad idea, but id have to get a penis enlargement operation to compete for top dollars. A more realistic option would be a salesman. i could see myself going into stocks.
After this i thought about when i was happiest at a job. Working at neutral ground was not a lot of fun and seems like a dead end. I hate my current job because people are the worst. My other job was working at Hollister. There i really enjoyed my job. It was a good mix of being busy with some down time thinking while folding clothes, i communicated with people all day AND there was sexy womenz. Thats TWO things on my list!!!!!1!!!!!!1!111!!one!!!1 Now that i think about it, the pay was horrible and managers in Florida only got paid $15 an hour. There is room for promotion though, and the perks for regional managers is great, like free car. So can i work at a clothing store for the rest of my life? IDK. I'm not sure i can live a life with a meager wage. What i want is to be important in whatever im doing, make a lot of money and not have to be under someones foot.
One thing i dont understand about me is this passion i have for being the best at magic. I feel kinda dorky for feeling this way, but ever since nationals i feel like i can obtain "pro" status if i actually tried. I feel it when im playing, constantly thinking to myself "what is the right play" and "am i doing something wrong?" If today at NG showed me anything, its that i have a long way to go to obtain pro status.
Earlier this week, me, Rina and her sister Lisa went out and bought 2 games, Apples to Apples and Risk. Apples is a card game where a topic card is placed at random from a deck of cards and each player places a card from their had that they feel best describes the topic. One player acts as the judge and decides who wins . this is repeated and a new person is a judge. This game is surprisingly fun because of the responses people put down for the topic. An example would be a "Pure" topic card. Some cards that could be placed could be: Dr. Seuss , Vietnam, Homeless shelters and cocaine. We had a ton of fun playing since Rina and her family are pretty crazy and some of the responses where out there.
Risk is a good strategy game, but we have never finished a game. I attribute this to Rina's bitching about being picked on. I tried to explain to her that if u go to the center, the other players have no choice but to go to her, but she still bitches. Its something she does very well btw. If i had to list 10 things Rina is good at it'd be:
10.Talking about things no one cares about in excess
9.Being a nerd
8.Messing up my cooking
7.Bitching
6.Being dramatic
5.Bitching
4.Not cooking well
3.being unlucky
2.Bitching
1.Bitching
Now I'm sure once she reads this she will proceed to do numbers 1,2,5,6,7 and 10 but i just felt like i should put it out there.
Well i kinda ran out of stuff to talk about. so goodbye and hello Micheal