what happened just this morning
I don't understand why the world is doing this to me...
am I doing it to myself? like i seriously have no idea.
I don't know what to do or how to handle this at all.
you ran away again and this time it seems like you're really gonna do it.
I'm so worried I feel like your mom.
I want to throw up.
I want to find you.
I don't know who to trust. I dont believe anyone when they say they don't know anything.
you told bailey you were gonna sleep in the woods.
thats so fucked up.
like you obviously need to go back to ironwood as horrible as it is. you need it. I need it.
I need to have peace of mind and know you're safe and doing well and getting better.
It's weird that I type like im talking to you. but no one reads this anymore and I feel better feeling like im talking to you.
I'm so worried.
I want to buy a gun and hold everyone at gun point and ask them again if theyve seen you or if they know where you are.
but thats just my irrational side talking....although that would be the ideal way to get people to be truthful.
i sound crazy.
fine though. im crazy. maybe if i just admit it everyone will get over it and accept that im crazy and i love you and theres nothing to be done about it.
Bailey said they sent ben claus back to the place he was at for a year when he came home to visit and ran away. you only had a month left. what the fuck....
i love you. I miss you. I'm scared for you.
I'm here.
I wish you could read this.
come home.
am I doing it to myself? like i seriously have no idea.
I don't know what to do or how to handle this at all.
you ran away again and this time it seems like you're really gonna do it.
I'm so worried I feel like your mom.
I want to throw up.
I want to find you.
I don't know who to trust. I dont believe anyone when they say they don't know anything.
you told bailey you were gonna sleep in the woods.
thats so fucked up.
like you obviously need to go back to ironwood as horrible as it is. you need it. I need it.
I need to have peace of mind and know you're safe and doing well and getting better.
It's weird that I type like im talking to you. but no one reads this anymore and I feel better feeling like im talking to you.
I'm so worried.
I want to buy a gun and hold everyone at gun point and ask them again if theyve seen you or if they know where you are.
but thats just my irrational side talking....although that would be the ideal way to get people to be truthful.
i sound crazy.
fine though. im crazy. maybe if i just admit it everyone will get over it and accept that im crazy and i love you and theres nothing to be done about it.
Bailey said they sent ben claus back to the place he was at for a year when he came home to visit and ran away. you only had a month left. what the fuck....
i love you. I miss you. I'm scared for you.
I'm here.
I wish you could read this.
come home.