Nov 16, 2004 17:16
life is very crazy right now. my mom has MS (multiple sclerosis) and hasn't been doing that great, but i just keep praying and hopefully everything will be okay.
school is beginning to get extremely stressful. i do so much work that i spend so much time on, yet i'm still not getting the kind of grades i think i deserve. it's really hard and stressful and it's starting to finally take a toll on me.
i need thanksgiving break more than anything right now. i need my friends. after spending the weekend in DC i miss them even more than i thought. i'm so lucky to have friends i'm so close with that are amazing, and it's so hard being away from them. but i had an awesome weekend in DC seeing everyone and I'm looking forward to vacation to see everyone all at the same time.
i'm leaving school monday night and missing classes on tuesday to go to my aunt's funeral at west point. not really looking forward to that.
there's that saying..when it rains, it pours and i'm totally feeling that right now. i'm just completely stressed and tired and worn out. on top of all that it's starting to make me sick and i have no apetite. ughh, i think this is my first entry in a while where i'm not like "life is good" etc. guess things couldn't be perfect forever.
ah, i hope at least something good happens to me in the near future.