that rainbow flavored glaze.
I absolutely love that expression.
It's 6:37 in the morning and I am tripping acid.
I keep thinking about going back to Florida and I want to so bad. I know Moe is worried about me, especially after I told her I got caught with 2 ounces of weed and got arrested. That really sucks. I need to get back to my life in Florida, where shit is more grounded. I am in party mode too much while I am here and not making enough money to support my partying. If I were in Florida right now and still working and still partying I'd be completely fine. I need to get back on track. Start saving. Get a checking account so I can have a vaild one to get a cash advance. Make my surgery go quicker, and get that shit faxed so I can be on my motherfucking way. I am so angry that I have been here this long. I need to get out of here. I want to be back in Florida and keep my shit level. I want to see JT so bad I can taste it. Sweet kisses. Long nights. Romantic morning wake ups of me passed out in his arms, those moments, my dear friend Zack Rausch, are delicious. I want to taste the sweet essence of those moments again. Sunrises on the beach could not be a sweeter thing. A beach sunset or sunrise is not like anything else. Being next to someone that you really care about. JT! Egh. That situation is so fucked up. I wanna get back and make shit right. He could be someone I could be with long term and I am missing him right now. Our shit happened so fast it was so much to take in. He was being so shady when I left and I hate that. Then he just Myspace messages me out of nowhere and asks how I'm doing. He has to know I'm pissed because I never responded. Fuck that. He never responded to me when I tried to get ahold of him for what my have been the last time I ever see him again. REALITY CHECK. That sucks. I hope not. Bad realization.
Ew. Bad note. Tripping acid makes you happy, don't get me wrong. Everything was fucking amazing tonight. I've never appreciated life in its entiriety until now. Everything is wonderful and its a clean good high. I love it. But it's bad for you. But I love it.
A shower would be delicious right now.
It's 6:37 in the morning and I am tripping acid.
I keep thinking about going back to Florida and I want to so bad. I know Moe is worried about me, especially after I told her I got caught with 2 ounces of weed and got arrested. That really sucks. I need to get back to my life in Florida, where shit is more grounded. I am in party mode too much while I am here and not making enough money to support my partying. If I were in Florida right now and still working and still partying I'd be completely fine. I need to get back on track. Start saving. Get a checking account so I can have a vaild one to get a cash advance. Make my surgery go quicker, and get that shit faxed so I can be on my motherfucking way. I am so angry that I have been here this long. I need to get out of here. I want to be back in Florida and keep my shit level. I want to see JT so bad I can taste it. Sweet kisses. Long nights. Romantic morning wake ups of me passed out in his arms, those moments, my dear friend Zack Rausch, are delicious. I want to taste the sweet essence of those moments again. Sunrises on the beach could not be a sweeter thing. A beach sunset or sunrise is not like anything else. Being next to someone that you really care about. JT! Egh. That situation is so fucked up. I wanna get back and make shit right. He could be someone I could be with long term and I am missing him right now. Our shit happened so fast it was so much to take in. He was being so shady when I left and I hate that. Then he just Myspace messages me out of nowhere and asks how I'm doing. He has to know I'm pissed because I never responded. Fuck that. He never responded to me when I tried to get ahold of him for what my have been the last time I ever see him again. REALITY CHECK. That sucks. I hope not. Bad realization.
Ew. Bad note. Tripping acid makes you happy, don't get me wrong. Everything was fucking amazing tonight. I've never appreciated life in its entiriety until now. Everything is wonderful and its a clean good high. I love it. But it's bad for you. But I love it.
A shower would be delicious right now.