Apr 06, 2006 02:25
I think I'm losing my mind.
I don't know, it's 2:30 and I feel like it should be the middle of the afternoon. I woke up today and I didn't know what day of the week it was. I have 2 tests tomorrow and I don't care. I keep skipping classes even though it's probably not a good idea. I just can't get myself to do anything good anymore.
All I do these days is watch movies and read books. Sometimes I watch baseball. I feel like the end of school is so far away, but I know it's only a month away. I want to get out of Syracuse for a little while, but I have nowhere to go.
I don't feel sad or emo or anything this time around, I just feel like I'm not fully in control of my head. There's things I should care about that I don't.
I need to figure this one out.