I Like to Sleep

Nov 11, 2005 01:41

Man, I think I'm gonna start hating this time of year. These couple weeks before Thanksgiving are so annoying to me. I get burnt out and can't do any work, I start missing everyone, and all I can think about is being home soon. I don't know, it just makes me wish that the whole year could be like summer.

I switched my major, I still have to declare 2 minors, and I completely lied to my advisor about what I'm taking next semester just to get the meeting over with and not have to tell him that I'm switching majors and only seeing him because I had to. As much as college makes me feel all grown up and mature, it makes me feel helpless and nervous. I can't shake the feeling that I'm screwing up my future real fast, but it's something that I have to do on my own. I mean, it's good that I realized that you have to live for yourself and do what you want to do, but it's hard when you don't know what you want to do.

I don't know why I think that Thanksgiving is gonna fix everything, but I hope I see everyone I can while I'm home. If not, then I'll definitely make an effort over Christmas break.
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