well i drink too much and don't believe in much of anything

Jan 27, 2006 23:54

well, life is shit for me and everyone else on this earth. the world is going to shit. everything is going to shit everyday. dragging me with it. every generation will get it worse and worse and worse. it sucks. i feel sorry for the kids i will have and even worse for the kids they will have.

im sorry i had to get that out of my system. well, im going to update my life as of right now. i live in a house with three other people. my sister and two friends. im not enjoying it. ive came to the conclusion that im better off on my own. i knew this a long time ago. i just thought i would test it out a bit. its not working out so well. so i think im going to search for something better.

im with my ex from way back in the day. loving every minute of it. never thought i would, but man she has changed for the better and i enjoy it. i see things going very well for quite some time. we mesh like no other. its very strange. it boggles me. for the fact that four years ago she was the most beautiful thing i saw in ages and she still is.

i have grown a love to beer. i love it. its sad. it kinda concerns me. its a habit that ive grown to love. so i don't know what to do about it.

ive been taking guitar lessons. I LOVE IT. I CAN READ NOTATION!!!! its awesome. im actually thinking about getting my degree in music.

oh yeah, i officially hate my job. fuck my job. i love it but i hate my boss. he makes it the worst job on earth. on the other hand its provoking me to get a better job, go to school. so im guessing it has a purpose. you know.

my best friend just left for tour. im bummed. not cool. i don't have many friends anymore. come to find out they are all back stabbers or they all join the military. come to find out thats life. nothing but goodbyes. life.

i have grown the urge to read. i love it. who would have thought.

i hate people, just a fyi. they disgust me. i just hate them. either its where i live or all over the world. im not sure but here i hate them all. fuck them. two out of five people are worth having a descent convesation with. one out of fifty are worth befriending safely. its disgusting.

burn homes, its fun.

fuck the court system, it rapes the economy.

work promotes drinking, ive come to find this out in years. if it wasn't for work i dont think i would do any drugs.

i want to shroom like no other. that sounds like fun.

sex keeps me alive. the honest truth.

its my brothers fourteenth birthday today and im getting writtin up for coming to celebrate it today. fuck life.

i love you all.
Previous post Next post
Up