I hope your thoughts dont drift to me
Its always really awesome when people blatantly ignore you. No, i mean its really awesome. If you dont like someone/dont want to be their friend, just come out and say it. Dont be an asshole about it.
So things have been nonchalant lately. In the way that i never really do anything with anyone anymore and i'm perfectly fine with that. I'll be honest in saying i actually cancel plans with people because i'm feeling so anti social. Feel lucky if i actually see you. Well i never feel like doing anything during the day with people because i feel like they are stealing my time. I would rather do my own thing, which is usually sleeping or watching a movie. Occasionally reading or shopping. At nite all there is to do is sleep so take all that time because i can go without it.
This weekend I was able (that word is weird) to see my true love Megan Adair! Yes. Today i went to her soccer game which was fun. Although the catamounts lost. There was a little tri force time this weekend as well. I miss that.
My throat is sore. Which i dont enjoy. Last time i had a sore throat i got some kind of weird white spots and then they went away quickly. I certaintly hope this does not mean i am getting sick. I cant really afford to get sick right now. Although i generally do get sick around this time, now and christmas and usually the beginning of summer. My back is actually falling apart though. Its killing me. Especially when i'm sitting in my classes with those wooden desks. Those are so incredibly uncomfortable. What to do about this? Fuck, i dont know. All i know is that every position i sit in is incredibly uncomfortable after about two minutes.
Next weekend I think i'm going to get my tragus pierced. That should be interesting. Only thing i am debating is to tell my mother first or not. The nice thing to do would be to tell her, but she might freak out and protest, if i dont tell her she cant do anything about it. Maybe i'll get super trendy and get my lip pierced while i'm at it. Oh wait, no every other person has that done so i'll pass. Nonetheless, this is going to be accomplished on Friday I hope. I'm excited about it.
Its quite interesting to see how people change. It makes me wonder about myself and how i have changed. I always think that i've stayed the same, the awkward girl. Thats just my introspective view. But i hate seeing the change in people. I feel like its never really for the better and that they should just stay the same. Then it gets me thinking that they havent really changed, just exposed another side of themselves. I dont want to see them like that. Makes me sad.
I bought my brother a george foreman grill for his birthday. Thanks corporate america for making such a great item! It was a little awkward buying it. I dont even know why i did. He will say thanks and think nothing of it.
This week i was also suprised. Although i hate my job, i really do get a lot of great benefits. Every month i get about a hundred dollar bonus. Maybe more. They are flexable with my hours and i dont really do much. So this week held another suprise. I got two paychecks!! I didnt want to get excited though because what if it was a mistake? Well, it wasnt. Apparently, even as a part time associate I get vacation pay. And so i hit my year mark and recieved the money for my vacation pay! About 24 hours worth. Yay. Thank you staples.
Well, i'm rambling and its pointlesss.
I figure most of you arent going to read all this and thats understandable. i can sum it up quickly
-Soccer Game
-Sore Throat
-Getting Tragus Pierced Friday
-People are cool, per usual
-Got Two Paychecks