smoking pot ruined me
or maybe i'm just not happy
i read some of my old entries
it depressed the hell out of me
i used to be so happy and think of myself as awesome
now i'm just in this slump of shit
i don't even remember writing some of the stuff i did. i didn't smoke pot back then either.
i used bigger words back then as well
could it be marriage that made me this way? boring?
i love christopher. i wouldn't change a thing.
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then i think about how i probably faked a lot of the happiness i wrote down. i was quite the superficial whore. and 16
it's only been four years since then, but i feel so old now.
the sign of my lameness:
i'm going to play WOW here in a minute.
i read some of my old entries
it depressed the hell out of me
i used to be so happy and think of myself as awesome
now i'm just in this slump of shit
i don't even remember writing some of the stuff i did. i didn't smoke pot back then either.
i used bigger words back then as well
could it be marriage that made me this way? boring?
i love christopher. i wouldn't change a thing.
-
then i think about how i probably faked a lot of the happiness i wrote down. i was quite the superficial whore. and 16
it's only been four years since then, but i feel so old now.
the sign of my lameness:
i'm going to play WOW here in a minute.