get it out, get it out, get your fucking voice out of my head
This has been a very uneventfull weekend. I just didn't feel like doing a thing. I just wanted to stay in my room and do nothing, so that is what I did. Well, except I had to do A TON of homework for english that I had no clue how to do and I had to work on my pages for this magazine thing that my arthouse club is making that are due tomorrow. So, as I was saying, I have not left the house or spoken to anyone besides my family this weekend. I'm just not in the mood to socialize. I'm such a fucking recluse. Not by choice of course. As soon as I get a car I'm never gonna be home.
So I was gonna give my LJ address to my friends at school, but I don't think I'm gonna now. I thought about it and I realized that if I did that I think that I would restrict what I say in here, you know. I explained earlier that I can't really talk to them and I don't think I could really talk to them through this either. Maybe I just don't really want them to know the real me or maybe I'm just being my introverted self that can't open up to anyone. Oh, I don't know, maybe I'll change my mind.
So I was gonna give my LJ address to my friends at school, but I don't think I'm gonna now. I thought about it and I realized that if I did that I think that I would restrict what I say in here, you know. I explained earlier that I can't really talk to them and I don't think I could really talk to them through this either. Maybe I just don't really want them to know the real me or maybe I'm just being my introverted self that can't open up to anyone. Oh, I don't know, maybe I'll change my mind.