COWBOY DAN'S A MAJOR PLAYER IN THE COWBOY SCENE. HE GOES TO THE RESERVATION DRINKS AND GETS MEAN...
I'm so mixed up right now. I feel good but i also feel like total shit. I feel good because i read what sonja wrote for me ( i commented on it) and i understand now. But then i feel bad because i even brought the subject up because that just made sonja even more upset. Sonja i don't want you to feel bad about the stuff i said or all the other things. I want my happy go lucky, care free, everythings a joke sonja back and i know you do to. What happend to her? You shouldn't feel so bad about yourself. Your funny and sweet and fun to be around, Dylan and Margot and me see that, why can't you? If it weren't for you i would be depressed, lonly, and bored all the time. You shouldn't always want to die. I know i was talking about how i wish i would commit suicide some times but that's just something i want about once a month when my dad is being an extra big ass. I don't want to be dead just all the time and for no reason. You don't realize what a great person you are. Just try and get those unhappy thoughts out of your head. Don't think of yourself as "alone". You always have me, even if no one else is there for you