yet again.
and then it hit me......things are not what they used to be. The laughs, the memories, the random dialogue shared between unique people.......its all gone, erased, never again to be manifested in real life and only a stagnant memory that exist in the sky like stars that twinkle at night.........grabbing for you attention.
I know that it will exist but in different shapes and proportions but i like the original of anything.
Why do i find myself messing up? I ruined everything....i created a war between myself and i keep losing.
Im always the first one to draw my sword out and initiate a battle that doesnt even exist. I need to change....the very essence of who i am. Sometimes i feel that there is something wrong with me and i want to throw myself onto a white bed and have a surgeon check my soul for any diseases that are eating me away. IT could of been something special it really could of. Now im just regretting hard. its all in the hands of understanding.... I know that it exist out there for me. In what form is hard to say. but thanks anyway for your insight.......nature. YOU never let me down.
yaynd----for reference.
p.s. to my anonymous poster...you creep me out.
I know that it will exist but in different shapes and proportions but i like the original of anything.
Why do i find myself messing up? I ruined everything....i created a war between myself and i keep losing.
Im always the first one to draw my sword out and initiate a battle that doesnt even exist. I need to change....the very essence of who i am. Sometimes i feel that there is something wrong with me and i want to throw myself onto a white bed and have a surgeon check my soul for any diseases that are eating me away. IT could of been something special it really could of. Now im just regretting hard. its all in the hands of understanding.... I know that it exist out there for me. In what form is hard to say. but thanks anyway for your insight.......nature. YOU never let me down.
yaynd----for reference.
p.s. to my anonymous poster...you creep me out.