"im your worst enemy"
yesterday was by far the most interesting afternoon to date. I had the honor of meeting a friend of a friend (pat) and being chased by his landlord was nothing but funny. I went to an uninvited dinner due to the convincing of arianne (did i spell that right?). Nicely cooked chicken,corn salsa, cherries and tea were among the things served. I initiated conversation by asking what everyone did. I think eating together is something special. Its even more special when you do it with cool bitches. I think i like it so much because i never really ate dinner with my family. Except christmas eve and new years. But never really during the week or weekend. It felt nice being surrounded by fresh faces.....that i havent seen in a while. Hope those random moments happen again. sooner then later.
as of today i was overwhelmed with emotion. I cant really explain the feeling. While my friend was singing on his keyboard i put my shoes on and grabbed my glass of fresh coffee and walked to the near by park and cried. I just couldnt explain this emotion. I felt different. I think it was because i found out that my friend was pregnant and I honestly feel that everyone around me is having a kid. I have a hard time accepting the facts of the present. It feels like yesterday that we were ditching school and laughing about the dumbest things. Or going to mcdonalds and getting #2 and then realizing that we were still hungry. Its just those times were pure and filled with immaturity...a good immaturity. Now its like everything is flashing forward to the future.....were adulthood is, bill payments, work,work,work. It sucks. But thats something i need to learn to accept....and i think i am.....little bye little. Sooner or later my friends are going to get married and move away to start families and do good things in the world..........its scary but exciting.
as of today i was overwhelmed with emotion. I cant really explain the feeling. While my friend was singing on his keyboard i put my shoes on and grabbed my glass of fresh coffee and walked to the near by park and cried. I just couldnt explain this emotion. I felt different. I think it was because i found out that my friend was pregnant and I honestly feel that everyone around me is having a kid. I have a hard time accepting the facts of the present. It feels like yesterday that we were ditching school and laughing about the dumbest things. Or going to mcdonalds and getting #2 and then realizing that we were still hungry. Its just those times were pure and filled with immaturity...a good immaturity. Now its like everything is flashing forward to the future.....were adulthood is, bill payments, work,work,work. It sucks. But thats something i need to learn to accept....and i think i am.....little bye little. Sooner or later my friends are going to get married and move away to start families and do good things in the world..........its scary but exciting.