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this time it just feel different
maybe its because everything has changed and i dont feel like anything has at all
i still feel the same im pretty sure you do
i dont know how to deal with this
i kind of saw it coming but then again i didnt
i would give anything to turn this all around and make everything better but that cant and most likely wont happen
i dont know all the right words anymore like i used to
its been to long since ive felt like this and i want it to just go away but its going to take to long for things to get better or for me to feel normal again
i dont really have anything to look forward to as a result of this just sitting and waiting
i wish i could eat but everything just feels like coming back up so i havent tried since yesterday
im just so confused and lost and all that other shit
i want things back how they were three days ago or five months ago
either way that was way better than how i feel now
maybe its because everything has changed and i dont feel like anything has at all
i still feel the same im pretty sure you do
i dont know how to deal with this
i kind of saw it coming but then again i didnt
i would give anything to turn this all around and make everything better but that cant and most likely wont happen
i dont know all the right words anymore like i used to
its been to long since ive felt like this and i want it to just go away but its going to take to long for things to get better or for me to feel normal again
i dont really have anything to look forward to as a result of this just sitting and waiting
i wish i could eat but everything just feels like coming back up so i havent tried since yesterday
im just so confused and lost and all that other shit
i want things back how they were three days ago or five months ago
either way that was way better than how i feel now