yet another long time
ok so its been yet another long time since iv done this shit. whats new in my life? well im finally divorced from my ever so not loving bitch of an NOW ex wife. was living at home from a while, but i recently found the true love of my life. her name is jessica mell. shes is simply amazing, we are not living together. been here for about 2 weeks now. shes incredible, and her kids are awesome as hell... still doing the wrestling thing, work so much though i really dont do it as much... once every other sunday. this coming sunday i have a very crazy match that im looking forward to. its me vs scotty trojan in a fans bring the weapons match... originally was supposed to be a house of pain match, but it got changed. should be an interesting day, im sure there wil be a lot of blood loss from me yet again. seems like thats the only thing im good for anymore. i used to be so agile and be able to move with quickest of them for being as big as i am. now im 27 and i smoke a lot and iv lost a lot, but i can still work hardcore matches. so please pray for me that i dont end up hurting or killing myself. thought of a good ending to the match though just hopes scotty will go with it. but anyway its 2:30 in the morning and im already laying in bed, kinda tired, but i think imma play some xbox 360 not sure why. it helps with my nerves. anyway, until later on tuesday evening, take care and be safe. and yes i will be updating this shit now, doing this stuff helps me with my depression eventhough i dont have hardly any right now due to the fact that i have the love of my life in my life now. i love you jessica mell!