Sigh..Although there may not be on big enough_cyanidexkiss_January 4 2005, 21:29:00 UTC
I think this comment may be more for your previous entry, but oh well...He loved you more, it figures he was wearing your shirt..I can understand how you don't know how to feel about that just yet, infact I don't know how anyone is suppose to feel about that kind of information.
As far as you going out...you don't have to, and I know that you know that, jackie nor I expect you to hang out with us, we like it when you do because we have fun, but it's not expected, you're not suppose to smile every moment of everytime you're with us, you're not suppose to feel miserable all the time either...if you're feeling down and you want to go home or not go home...tell us...you won't let us down or ruin our time...we're your friends, we'll do our best to understand...
Matt would not want you to be miserable all the time and everyone understand that you won't be happy all the time...somedays are going to be better than others, and some are just going to all out suck...
Basically I just want you to know that if we're hanging out and your down and want to be alone than tell us even if we've only been hanging out for 5 minutes, if your mood changes and going out just isn't what you need at that moment than it's fine...
I keep saying that I wish there was more I could do, and I mean it...but you have to know that it's ok to be hurt and sad...and at the same time it's ok to be happy and have fun...
It was an accident jess, and you know matt would never want you to live everyday miserable, little things will always remind you of him, and those little things will make you sad, and its ok its ok to hurt and cry and be mad... but more than anything it's ok to be happy and have fun...
Just know that if we're ever together and you need time to be alone or you want to go home, I'll understand, it won't ruin my fun time, of course I'll be upset that you're hurting, but more than anything I just want you to do what's best for you, and if that's ditching jackie and I after only one bowl than we'll understand lol...seriously though it's ok to be honest with us and tell us "hey guys I'm not in the mood anymore"...
I <3 you..and as I'm sure you already know, I'm always always always here for you, even if I don't know what to say, I'm always available to listen. <3Heather
As far as you going out...you don't have to, and I know that you know that, jackie nor I expect you to hang out with us, we like it when you do because we have fun, but it's not expected, you're not suppose to smile every moment of everytime you're with us, you're not suppose to feel miserable all the time either...if you're feeling down and you want to go home or not go home...tell us...you won't let us down or ruin our time...we're your friends, we'll do our best to understand...
Matt would not want you to be miserable all the time and everyone understand that you won't be happy all the time...somedays are going to be better than others, and some are just going to all out suck...
Basically I just want you to know that if we're hanging out and your down and want to be alone than tell us even if we've only been hanging out for 5 minutes, if your mood changes and going out just isn't what you need at that moment than it's fine...
I keep saying that I wish there was more I could do, and I mean it...but you have to know that it's ok to be hurt and sad...and at the same time it's ok to be happy and have fun...
It was an accident jess, and you know matt would never want you to live everyday miserable, little things will always remind you of him, and those little things will make you sad, and its ok its ok to hurt and cry and be mad... but more than anything it's ok to be happy and have fun...
Just know that if we're ever together and you need time to be alone or you want to go home, I'll understand, it won't ruin my fun time, of course I'll be upset that you're hurting, but more than anything I just want you to do what's best for you, and if that's ditching jackie and I after only one bowl than we'll understand lol...seriously though it's ok to be honest with us and tell us "hey guys I'm not in the mood anymore"...
I <3 you..and as I'm sure you already know, I'm always always always here for you, even if I don't know what to say, I'm always available to listen. <3Heather
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