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[killuus]

to think that im going to die thats fucked up, couse i realy dont wont to but in about 3 to 4 years it will happen i dont wont anybody to think that i dont care ,i do and i dont wont anybody to think that im not trying to stop it couse i wont it to stop but there is nothing i can do its to late to even think about changing what my path is this is my destiny . so let it be please dont judge me for things in the past i did not tell you becouse i was scared of your reaction and please forget the bad things i have done it might not be much but its what i can do at this moment in time 
all my life i believed that GOD does not care about mankind but now i know that he/she does not exsist and we are all out to doom one another to destroy ones dreams, hope and love so with me saying no GOD believe it for if god wonts us to live in hormony it a lie