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today i talked to dylan, and i was reminiscing about the days before his probation, when he and i were gonna hitch up the west coast, when i absolutely hated my parents, and could not get along with them at all. i look back and think of how big a mistake that would have been (that trip being the one that really messed dylan up, and my current situation with my parents being the next best thing to perfect), but i can't help wishing i had gone. now i have college (HA! sure yeah, i have college) to get ready for, and a lease to pay off, which means a job that must be worked, and i just wish i could give it all up for the complete freedom that the road offers.
today i also rode into town, causing both my love for this city, and my loathing for the people inside it, grow, to unimagined levels. then i hung out with my granma more, and she loves me so much, and i love her so much, and i couldn't trade her for anything in the world, cause she's pretty old, and i wouldn't trade her either. then i watched run, ronnie run, and it was funny.
i need to try to remember that the "hate" i sometimes claim to have for *certain* people shouldn't be and isn't how i actually feel. i do truly hope that everyone i've come in contact with in my life leads a happy, accomplished, rewarding life, even when i hope that same life never again comes into contact with mine.
today i also rode into town, causing both my love for this city, and my loathing for the people inside it, grow, to unimagined levels. then i hung out with my granma more, and she loves me so much, and i love her so much, and i couldn't trade her for anything in the world, cause she's pretty old, and i wouldn't trade her either. then i watched run, ronnie run, and it was funny.
i need to try to remember that the "hate" i sometimes claim to have for *certain* people shouldn't be and isn't how i actually feel. i do truly hope that everyone i've come in contact with in my life leads a happy, accomplished, rewarding life, even when i hope that same life never again comes into contact with mine.