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my cat's ceaseless calls to her lost daughter are unnerving. She will not find her daughter, i know. Afterall, i was the one who took her away. Shoved in an 8 by 14 box, with an old t-shirt stuffed in the bottom, and not enough breathing holes cut in the top, she soiled the box twice on the way there. Her mother is now peeking her head in every last moving box in the house. The same boxes she's looked in 5 times already. I guess she decided she didn't know where to turn next, because she is literally walking around in circles, in my stripped down kitchen, bare to the last inch of cupboard space, and she's wailing incessantly. she just gave up hope, and is currently staring blankly out into the cold world outside of our barren house. she's knows that outside, out there, there is nothing, absolutely nothing, save maybe some frozen dew, making every bouncing tumbleweed that much more uninviting. oh yeah, i guess out there, in the freezing cold, she'd find one thing that at this point in time probably seems so much more desirable than her current situation. death.
but hey, at least the milkshake song just came on, right?
p.s. i like, totally love how music just, you know, it totally carries you away, to a distant land. and that land is awesome. its got all kinds of like dreamy stuff, like clouds, and peaceful stuff too. or angry stuff. i can get mad, or sad, or happy. you know, music just has that way of making me right inside. i'm talking about really right, like true, inside. i can be myself. it saves me from everything. i'm sure i'd like, be dead or something right now, if i didn't have it. like yeah, i'd be dead right now. if it wasn't for music. i mean, its like, i can put on that *one song*, and i just, you know, breath it in. i swallow it, i taste it in my mouth. sometimes it gets caught in my sinuses. but i mean, music just has that way of healing anything. all i need in this world is a pair of headphones. man, i love music.
but hey, at least the milkshake song just came on, right?
p.s. i like, totally love how music just, you know, it totally carries you away, to a distant land. and that land is awesome. its got all kinds of like dreamy stuff, like clouds, and peaceful stuff too. or angry stuff. i can get mad, or sad, or happy. you know, music just has that way of making me right inside. i'm talking about really right, like true, inside. i can be myself. it saves me from everything. i'm sure i'd like, be dead or something right now, if i didn't have it. like yeah, i'd be dead right now. if it wasn't for music. i mean, its like, i can put on that *one song*, and i just, you know, breath it in. i swallow it, i taste it in my mouth. sometimes it gets caught in my sinuses. but i mean, music just has that way of healing anything. all i need in this world is a pair of headphones. man, i love music.