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ahhh finally my friend just left. he rings me at 11 and asks me if i wanna go out and i say no. so of course he turns up on my doorstep 5 minutes later. he never shuts up so in the end i just came on here and sat ignoring him so he finally left. go team. today i felt so antisocial i didnt leave my room most of the day. means i missed out on afi on v but jake was a sweetheart and taped it for me. today i got called a backstabber for saying shit about someone which i didnt even say. ben rang me tonight to tell me he found out where it came from. its always the people that you totally trust. im not sure if he would have actually said it or that what he said was taken out of context but im fucking over all this shit. I cant wait to get back to melbourne where everyone isnt so bitchy. i talked today with mum about moving back within the next couple of weeks as its so much easier to find a job, i should be able to stay with my bro for a bit until i get my feet on the ground. it cheers me up to think i might be back there soon. theres a certain few people i am going to miss lots and lots though.