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what a crazy week. two moves and a new job. im totally exhausted. went to lani's party on saturday night with unlimited beer and yet i still did not get way drunk. what the fuck!?! we had a bbq at my new house on sunday with those cute nz boys! i hate the way i still feel extremely sad and empty inside even when there is so much going on. i hate the fact that someone can make me feel sad for so long. everyday on the way to work i cant help but sit and think of him and then i feel really horrible and depressed all day at work. off minor on wednesday night, yay!