Nov 12, 2011 01:22
For a loud communication student, I cannot believe how inept I am at expressing myself sometimes. I was frozen, because I was caught off-guard. You have no idea how many times I've beat myself up over that today. Did I just screw up, again?
Or like my Book Writing & Publishing lecturer mentioned, the burial of my real emotions obscure my intentions to others. But I like the idea of constructing something that makes sense only to yourself, and be perfectly fine if the outsiders' interpretations completely deviate from its original meaning.
Perhaps it's selfish, but I really like expressing myself without expressing myself.