Fetus
Well work is going.... its... just going. We got 4 weeks of training, for a difficult job. Now we are in the process of having mentors run to our desk when we raise up a flag, when we are on the phones and have questions. Of which there are many. Its rather nerve wracking. Monday, the first day, I was so nervous I threw up 3 times. I even pulled a muscle in my neck so now my neck is sore.
I got to sit with someone for most of the day yesterday and watch them take calls but I am still not confident that I know what I am doing. Everyone keeps saying its hard and they don't blame us and it'll take some time, etc... but that's not reassuring me. I just keep wanting to understand everthing and I'm not. Grrr. Only clonazepam is helping me get through these first few days...
In other news, we bought a wii. We got it so we could do aerobic exercise at home. Its pretty cool. We also can stream Netflix from it! Which is pretty cool.
I got to sit with someone for most of the day yesterday and watch them take calls but I am still not confident that I know what I am doing. Everyone keeps saying its hard and they don't blame us and it'll take some time, etc... but that's not reassuring me. I just keep wanting to understand everthing and I'm not. Grrr. Only clonazepam is helping me get through these first few days...
In other news, we bought a wii. We got it so we could do aerobic exercise at home. Its pretty cool. We also can stream Netflix from it! Which is pretty cool.