no rest for the weary
hmm its been a good long night. and i just can't sleep. i've been thinking about a lot of stuff. so much is about to change. and i'm not sure i'm quite ready for it. i'm not sure how well i'm supposed to react to it all, but hopefully i can at least meet the expectations set. i just am an emotional person. things get to me. you get to me.i can't wait until its all sorted out. happy ending or not. i'm just really confused right now. like when you don't know the way somewhere so you follow a friend. and you're not in a familiar part of town. you're not sure where you'll end up, or even if it'll be fun. but you just wanna get there. so youdon't have to keep lagging behind. and you just want to be in the know, of where you are and whats going on. its like that.
i'm at holly's house right now. a house that is rather large. and intimidating. and i'm just glad i can't really see beyond the comp bc its so dark. the darkness is almost welcoming at a time likethis. oh fooey. here i go again.
i'm at holly's house right now. a house that is rather large. and intimidating. and i'm just glad i can't really see beyond the comp bc its so dark. the darkness is almost welcoming at a time likethis. oh fooey. here i go again.