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im going to a funeral...3 in teh same day...im so depressed right now...i dont know waht to do...and i have to go up to north of florida to be able to get to teh cemetary he is going to...kuz his family lives in like jacksonville or something i ahvent seen them in 2 1/2 years...i feel horrible...i havent called, i havent mailed, i havent contacted him in years..and suddenly he dies...DAMN YOU KATRINA! i mean we werent THAT close but we were still good friends not like BEST friends but good enough and a friend is still a friend, and i have to care for him and mourn as well kuz he was a living being that was clsoe to me and i MUST go to the funeral...i dunno his family at all...not really my aunts etc. know his family and i met him at the party there and we talked and became friends...then 2 1/2 years passed and he is dead, along with his Step-sister(?) and a cousin....what a terrible week..i cried already before i knew he was dead..simply kuz i watched ALL DAY about louissiana...hundreds or thousands are dead..and as soon as i cried for that..i got a email and a phone call saying he died...waht fun...his little sister ( real sister ) emailed me kuz i email her once in a while to ask about everyone...this is shitty amaaan! this is going to be my 21,22,23 funeral...may w/e god bless louissiana and missisippi and all teh other places and people that died....