I think it happend to everyone

[killthepoor90]

I gained like 28947398472398 pounds over the summer..and I think other people have to...ah..well I'm gonna "try" to lose it. So yea Little by little each and everyday I'm starting to forget about Rey..its hard but I know if I atleast try I can do it...I just hate remembering all the times we used to hang out..Marty and I promised that we never want another relationship again..at least for now..I just don't want to meet new people anymore. Everyone tells me I could have done 100000x time's better...but Idk I think He could of done better..thats why it failed...I'm sorry. I'm not trying to pity myself I'm just saying how I feel..I feel sorry for Marty too cuz she's going through the same thing only 10 times worst. I guess it wasnt real "love" for him but it FELT like it was for me..I'll get over it sooner or later..I'm actually starting to feel better about this whole gay situation..what just gets to me is how he just BLABBED it out to everyone he dumped me..but w/e..Men can be real assholes..Right now all I want to do..(sounds corney) but put effort into school and play guitar again.. I gave up on that soon..so yea I'm gonna get back on track. And I hope the same for everyone else..

P.S. thier is probably like a lot of grammer errors..lol oh well I'm too lazy