I'm thankful I have such awesome friends :)
Well today was one of those "emotional rollercoaster" days..I whent over Marty's kinda early..like around 9..well I was supposed to go at 8 but haha she was still sleeping. So when I got there we watched Alice in Wonderland and called Ashlee to come. So yea Ashlee came and we pretty much did nothing..so I left then came back then we whent to Walgreens..Haha Ashlee wanted to buy cigarettes but the guy said she had to be 19! Do u smell that? I think its some BULLSHIT! So yea we argues but then Beth and Jaqui came...So yea they argued and end up gettin the pack of cigarettes haha. So after that we whent to this waterfall place thingy..it was pretty. Anywho then we whent to subway and Jaqui and Beth left. SO yea Ashlee and Marty were over my house then Jenn camover..Yay finally we all got to hang out again like good ole times! :) So we watched IT but then got bored of it. Ehh I got online and well waited till Rey got on...so yea he talked to me about some stuff. I just dont know what to do anymore..I love him..but I feel like whats happening is my fault..I really do love this kid..but I just dont know what to say or do anymore..it hurts a lot. I wish I knew what I should do..well hopefully things will get better..I'll stop complaining now..bye bye..