im okay with who i am
No need to argue with myself at this moment. Yes I understand that a couple of people think I'm crazy, but I'm fine with that. No need to care what people think of me. I'm happy with the person I become. I understand that there's moments when I dislike myself, but all that eventually goes away. Anyways I'm heading to the doctors right now to get my feet checked. I'm so embarressed though cause I have really bad feet. I never took care of them that's why no one ever seen my feet cause I always wear shoes and or socks. Idk! Also I met the new assistant manager at my store, he seems cool I assume. But I'm just not sure. What to think of him quite yet.new news!!! Ahh its almost my one month anniversity with my lover, lol, I'm a little frighten though because I haven't been in a relationship in so long. So this old experiences feels a little strange. Last relationship I been in was a year ago when I was taking medication. And I was emotionly to attached. But I think I have change. I feel positive in all the chooses I'm making. Grr. So I'm still at the clinic and the aticipation is killing. Lol! I hate clinics and hospitals and doctors. There all scary. I feel like a human lab rat. There here to experiment on me. Grr. Anyways I'm just glad Christine and Steven came with me cause I hate going by myself. God I want to eat food. I need some beef. Lol nah jk I don't like meat. Ahh I been vegetarian for almost a year I'm so proud of myself. Happy happy joy joy. God I'm bored. I would play a game on my ds but I can't beat that level its difficult. Grr. But I have nothing new to say. But I have a cool guitar now. Yes I have a guitar that's all.
KaT is signing off.
Peace out
KaT is signing off.
Peace out