And that's because there's really nothing going on in the weight loss/reshape area. I've been basically stuck at the same weight forever now, and slowly gaining muscle
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I know what you feelkateerynAugust 31 2008, 11:59:54 UTC
I struggle with the same thing, from wanting to say "yeah no way" to compliments and I have to stop myself from saying "well I'm still looking to lose 30 lbs and I'm getting plastic surgery to deal with this excess skin and I really don't look as good as you think, it's just an illusion." I am so. Freaking. Exhausted. with that. Just...no more. I refuse to let this shit still control my day to day. I'm not going to be a prisoner anymore.
I still want to lose the last 30, but I let go of tracking it and writing about it and obsessing about it, as if apologizing for STILL not being a size 10 after 4 years post surgery. You know what? It's not where you are, it's where you've come from. We came from hell, my friend, and there comes a time to put down your side of the rope and stop feeding - pun intended - the inner fat person. You're giving way too many mental calories to your mental obesity...:) That's how I started to see it. Just restrict the intake, and exercise your obese mental self with thanking people for compliments and telling yourself out loud that you look freaking AWESOME. The mind will give over.
I still want to lose the last 30, but I let go of tracking it and writing about it and obsessing about it, as if apologizing for STILL not being a size 10 after 4 years post surgery. You know what? It's not where you are, it's where you've come from. We came from hell, my friend, and there comes a time to put down your side of the rope and stop feeding - pun intended - the inner fat person. You're giving way too many mental calories to your mental obesity...:) That's how I started to see it. Just restrict the intake, and exercise your obese mental self with thanking people for compliments and telling yourself out loud that you look freaking AWESOME. The mind will give over.
:)
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