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i have an appointment tomorrow with a job placement place and I have to pay 175$ to have them place me somewhere, but i think in the end it will be worth it. i need a job SO bad. mom just payed her half of my student loans and i need to start paying mine asap. I don't like oweing money to anyone and i owe sooo much money to my mom and now 4,000 to a bank for a loan. Oui vey! I just really can't wait to get a job. I want money sooo bad. i need to start helping with bills, i need to start paying mom and ian and the bank back, i need to pay for my own shit. I want this really beautiful hutch thing for my kitchen, and it's 230$. The one i wanted originally was 125 but i dunno what happend to it coz it's not on the shelves and not online anymore so i like this one just the same. i don't want ian to spend his money on something like that. i mean maybe for an xmas or a birthday present, but nothing "just because" because he's the only one paying for bills irght now and i undertand that he's really stressed out for money and stuff. i feel so bad that i don't have a job yet an di've been outta school for 2 months. makes me feel lazy. it's not like i'm not trying tho. i'm going out everyday, making calls every day, checking up on my applications everyday so i am making an effort. it's just the middle of the summer so all the college and high school people are taking up all the jobs. jerks.
anyways gotta go clean. ian's FINALLY selling the records that we have. hopefully he'll get some good money for 'em because we have a lot of classics and whatnot. gotta make the house presentable for this guy
anyways gotta go clean. ian's FINALLY selling the records that we have. hopefully he'll get some good money for 'em because we have a lot of classics and whatnot. gotta make the house presentable for this guy