and sometimes i wonder

[killta]

"does she even remember my name?"

her and her memories haunt me.
i see her sometimes.
but i get frightened, but angry.
i want to say "hey"
but i stand there and seem like i never noticed her.

i wanna see those eyes, but i know if i saw them looking back at me, id lose myself.

what shes done to me...
i hate this girl.
but how i want to see her.

and sometimes, my heart still aches.