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[kills_her_heart]

i hate school
i hate montclair high
i hate most people there
i hate the obsessions in the ninth grade

• ska
• phunky burrito
• serendipidy
• being gay. but dont say gay.

i hate ben being in college and charlotte and i not talking (or something)
i hate when all people talk about is getting high, drinking, smoking.
i hate when all people talk about is how edge they are because they want to impress people / know they're too obnoxious and no one would get high with them
i hate when people cant use too/to they're/their/there right
i hate my mom having no money
i hate people who think that just because they dont understand something (but they wont admit it) it doesnt exist. or it's not important alex, shut up.
i hate when people don't listen, but pretend to badly
i hate montclair high
i hate freshman
i hate sophmores
i hate not having certian questions answered because i dont speak to them anymore
i hate trying too hard
i hate not having my darkroom set up yet

and no; there is no high contrast andor black and white photo with blood brothers / bright eyes / rilo kiley / postal service / saetia lyrics describing my feelings