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[killrokstarz]

Fucking shit.
What is wrong with me?
Why doesn't anything go right.
I feel so sick.
So fucking sick.

He broke up with me...
again...
I was kind of expecting it...
It's not as painful as last time
which is a good thing...
I think?

Why do I fucking bother anymore?
Honestly.
I don't like guys
at least not in a sexual way...

I wish I didn't feel so shitty.
I wish I didn't hurt so much.

When will this epiphany end?