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i missed first period today. parking was hell. i woke up way way too late.
bad days come in floods lately. depression is just anger turned inward, right? i am distracted. separated. my mind is running like a movie, with clips from the past present future. i have been chosing the parts to direct, mere snap shots. rewinding the good parts. fast forwarding the bad. day dreaming.
i have been dozing off all day. i couldn't sit through one class. eep! the most absolute hilarious part of today was when i woke up drooling on my desk in english, sexy eh?
tomorrow i think katie and i (hopefully danica!) are going to stop by kids factory to turn in her application. woohoo! i don't know what's going on after. we have all of these plans but we never really end up sticking to any sort of set plan anyway. laguna beach? maybe for a little. i think we are coming back around two or three depending on what's going on. i don't know. she hasn't called back. oh well. this part here is really just for mental notes.
i am really tired.
bad days come in floods lately. depression is just anger turned inward, right? i am distracted. separated. my mind is running like a movie, with clips from the past present future. i have been chosing the parts to direct, mere snap shots. rewinding the good parts. fast forwarding the bad. day dreaming.
i have been dozing off all day. i couldn't sit through one class. eep! the most absolute hilarious part of today was when i woke up drooling on my desk in english, sexy eh?
tomorrow i think katie and i (hopefully danica!) are going to stop by kids factory to turn in her application. woohoo! i don't know what's going on after. we have all of these plans but we never really end up sticking to any sort of set plan anyway. laguna beach? maybe for a little. i think we are coming back around two or three depending on what's going on. i don't know. she hasn't called back. oh well. this part here is really just for mental notes.
i am really tired.