sleep, where are you?

[killrica]

last night, i had a brain meltdown.
i think i scared my roomate.
i think i scared myself.

for the past few weeks i haven't been sleeping much.
i've been having all these crazy nightmares
and anxiety attacks.
the only time i seem to be able to sleep is when there is someone else lying beside me.

i just want to sleep

i miss my friends....my friends who will drop anything when they know that someone is hurting. my friends who are there unconditionally.
my friends who realize how big of a deal it is when i ask for help....

shootmeintheface