i <3 you
her words made me cry. she knows all my secrets. she understands. she's been there.
i want this cycle to end. i won't just accept it the way she does. but perhaps i'm just clinging to that last bit of optimism.
oh yeah. today is valentine's day.
screw that.
today just makes me think of 4 years ago.
maybe if it had never happened, i wouldn't be so messed up in the boy department.
ahh.
i need to turn the switch off and stop thinking.
and i need a hug. a big fat one.
i want this cycle to end. i won't just accept it the way she does. but perhaps i'm just clinging to that last bit of optimism.
oh yeah. today is valentine's day.
screw that.
today just makes me think of 4 years ago.
maybe if it had never happened, i wouldn't be so messed up in the boy department.
ahh.
i need to turn the switch off and stop thinking.
and i need a hug. a big fat one.