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[killperseus]

I'm going to vomit. Pass out. Fall over. I'm shakey. Why? Why would this happen? Once I start I won't be able to stop... I feel so sick... Please be okay... Please come home to me... I love you. I need to see you...

I've tried to scream but nothing comes out. You have no idea how much you mean to me. I'm crying... I haven't cried this much since grade 7...