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ive been looking through my lj trying to find something to write about for this god damn english assignment. have i really experienced that little? i mean i have an idea of what to write about but it is so personal and so depressing that i dont think mr. peterson will want to read it. ah.
i miss coffee trips. i hate having converstaions that are so shallow and fake that i dont even remember who i am by the end of them. about celebrities, fashion and laguna beach ( which isnt to say i dont watch laguna beach...) im sick of having conversations that seem to go like this: "omghetotallytalkedtometodayandmademylifebetter".
i thought about Brittany Williams alot today. when i was driving home i really started thinking about her and how she was in my drama class sophmore year. she was a little freshman with so many hopes and dreams. i can't believe she's gone. i didnt even know her anymore and it still freaks me out. my palms got really sweaty when i started thinking about it. i never thought i was really scared about death. o wait, im terrified. life is so wonderful. thinking about it ending scares me so much.
i miss coffee trips. i hate having converstaions that are so shallow and fake that i dont even remember who i am by the end of them. about celebrities, fashion and laguna beach ( which isnt to say i dont watch laguna beach...) im sick of having conversations that seem to go like this: "omghetotallytalkedtometodayandmademylifebetter".
i thought about Brittany Williams alot today. when i was driving home i really started thinking about her and how she was in my drama class sophmore year. she was a little freshman with so many hopes and dreams. i can't believe she's gone. i didnt even know her anymore and it still freaks me out. my palms got really sweaty when i started thinking about it. i never thought i was really scared about death. o wait, im terrified. life is so wonderful. thinking about it ending scares me so much.