game over.

[killmythots]

[heres a blog from my myspace]

the guy i like.
doesnt like me.
the guys i dont want liking me.
love me.
i got in a car accident.
too bad i didnt die.
everything i own on my brothers computer.
got erased.
when i move out of bakersfield and to la.
i hope to meet someone
someone who'll like me back
as much as i will like them
thats all i ask for
ill miss him.
too bad he doesnt know what hes missing out.
i hope he thinks of me everytime he reads that book i got him
how can you not think of me while reading about lesbian zombies eating each other.
never trust a guy whos best friend is a girl
means theyre in love with them
too bad hes not man enough to tell me that he doesnt like me
and just ignores me
while i continue to wonder if he does
i draw him things
and i havent done art in years
but he doesnt even notice it
i guess thats why my artwork never gets finished.
no more x's and o's for bethany
im just too damn nice



[done with mspaint haha]



[my first photoshop picture]

still no thank yous.