I hate that I feel like I can't go to the only place I've ever called home because I no longer feel comfortable there. I hate that you still have this much of a hold on me-on us; when you made leaving us look so easy ( Read more... )

My anxiety and insomnia are beginning to get the best of me. Eating me alive.

Luckily no one will really miss the sane version of me. She was a bitch anyways.

I am going to let life take its course.

I am finally in like with a guy who is worth my time. Not in a relationship, not a scum bag, not unemployed, not a convict, not a drug addict or alcoholic, etc. Wow...

I am tired of chasing the unattainable.

It is beautiful outside right now!!! :)

I am so excited for the HoeDown this weekend.....yippidy skippidy ( Read more... )

Just because someone smiles, it does not mean they are happy.

Seriously,
one word from you can ruin my entire day. Thanks.

Everything we have been through in our lives and you still insist on being a fucking asshole.

I don't know how I can love and hate one person so much.

It seems as though no matter what positive is happening in my life, the negative thoughts will always remain inside my head.

I hate mothers day. I hate fathers day. I will be forever grateful for my grandparents coming in and saving the day, I will be forever catty about the fact that it took until I contacted them and at the age of 12 that it ( Read more... )

I hate being ignored.
Reminds me of my childhood, and those are memories I am trying to avoid/forget/deny never happened.

I hate putting myself out there just to be looked over, stepped on.

Just give this a chance. Give us a chance.

I can't handle this anymore. Something has got to give.

This is not the life I want to live. I am no where near the person I aspire to someday be.